I tried to fix my memories, but failed even for temporaries.
I tried to proof my love was true, with passing years it grew.
I always felt the shame, Every time you placed me the blame.
You said 'you are such a flirt', when someone is clean, it really hurt.
Every day you filed a case, I hated part of my life that you traced.
You made my love a court, with the collection of a few misreport.
You needed each one proof; I was like a cat on a hot tin roof.
You have taken away my breath, you killed my love it's my death.
Every noon is my morning, as every night I am mourning.
I didn't sleep a wink, I even though didn't drink.
I closed my eyes and was trying, but heard you crying.
Thanks to your friends, those help to make love ends.
You left me alone; you still talk to them on phone.
Those who stabbed me in back, giving me panic attack.
I am worried for you; you were my angel you knew.
On me you don't trust, I am tired of cut and thrust.
I lied because I was in love, with you cuter than dove.
I am sorry for your each tear; don't cry as I still hear.
Every day I pray Oh god show me the way,
I can understand, it's hard to back and again hold hand
VARUN BATRA
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