Im so use to being hated,
That when i am loved,
I dont know when to love back,
I see things in my dreams,
That no one can see,
In my dreams darkness cooled and hate,
Burning in fire,
The love that i dont feel is like a hundred knifes in my back,
Death hate fire sorrow,
I need real love,
Before its to late,
Save me from my dreams,
Samantha Guinen
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/the-love-i-hate/