It hurts me
That I love you
I'm afraid to lose you
You'll never know how much I love you
Never want to let you go
I see the cuts on your arms
I don't know how to react
Is this my fault
I feel like I'm not as pretty as
The other girls
Lately I've been trying to change myself for you
But that's not right
I had to change myself for my father too
I feel like I want to die
But if I was any dumber I'd be dead
I want to cut myself
I want to die
Playing with the scissors, opening and closing them
I'm crying down on my knees
I don't need comfort from the girls
I miss the old you
You hate me
I'm a terrible person
I love you
I want to die
echo burke
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/you-ll-never-know-how-much-i-love-you/
