I am floating in a vast darkness
with only a thought keeping me from falling.
My body is tired and wants me to let go
but my mind is restless to see you.
The someone that I can trust with my life,
that someone who is leading me into the darkness.
Each step leads to the darker part of the world I know,
each step feeds the fear that I feel rising.
I walk with no hestitation for my trust in you is blind,
I would let you lead me to the firey pits of Hell.
Just as we reach the end of the darkening tunnel
my mind creates a void of thought.
A thought that this is wrong,
that I deserve to exist.
So I walk slower to create time to escape,
the darkness fading little to reveal the light beneath.
The someone who I can trust has tested me.
I have passed and I am allowed to live.
The test to see if I deserve to be an individual
not to conform to someone else's ideal.
Not to be lead to doom, down a path I don't want to go.
I control my destiny, and the someone that I trust has shown me that.
Forever more shall I trust not blindly, but see them for their valued reliability and ablity to come through.
All thanks to the someone who I can trust.
Cait Whisler
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/someone-who-i-can-trust/
