I tell myself you didn’t hurt me
I tell myself I’m cool
I even think I’m fine
But I know none of its true.
I tell myself to hate you
Because you made my heart ache
I tell myself it doesn’t matter
Because it was all fake.
Fake from the beginning
Yea, the very start
So fake it’s hard to admit
All the pain in my heart.
I tell myself it was phony
I say it was never true
All to try to hide the fact that
I only think of you.
I think of you everyday day
Can’t seem to get you off my mind
Everything reminds me of you
Reminds me of all the good times
Yet I still tell myself you didn’t hurt me
I tell myself I’m cool
I even think fine
But I know none of its true.
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