I am wishing to say I am over you
But I am not
I want to say I don’t look at your pictures and don’t think about you
But I still do and I know you don’t
I still dream of you
This is so hard I want to be over you but I don’t know how
I’m still in love with you. So what should I do?
When I talk to you I act like everything is fine
Because have to lie just to talk to you
This really hurts but you will never understand how I’m feeling
When I think of you……
My hearts still stops
I still want you to kiss me……
And hold me
Forever is what you said and I believed it
How foolish am I?
I heard every word you said….
And believed them all
I know how much you use to care about me
After all we are still friend….
But that is not what I want
Can’t you see that?
I am lying to your face…
And you can’t tell
Listen just listen…
I am still in love with you
And I don’t know…
If I will ever stop loving you
This is hurts me so much to be this fake
I told you my biggest secret…
And a week later you break my heart
I told you that you didn’t hurt me but you really did
I don’t want to lie to you…..
But I just have to
I fake another smile
But hopeful you see through my fake smile
See the pain in my eyes
I am not over you
Please just see through the my smile
Broken Hearts
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